Hmmm.... anonother rainy day had passed!
Yesterday night...nagakausap kami ng mother ko about love life and parang I felt a regret na nag-open ako sa kanya kasi, ayaw niya ng mga tungkol sa love. But, as a parent, kinuwento ko na sa kanya. Parang tutol siya kung ano ang nangyayari sa love life ko. She don't even want me to have a boyfriend e. But, minsan, naiisip ko, na she don't feel what i feel kasi....nasa situation ako kung saan naghahanap ako ng magmamahal at hindi naman lahat ng teenage relationship ay not true.
This morning nga, my bestfriend call at me at nagkwentuhan kami tungkol dun. Alam ko namang walang kasiguraduhan na magiging kami ng prince charming ko pero I will hope kasi hiniling ko yun kay God and I have faith na He will grant it. Gusto ko kasing ma-feel na important ako for the person who I cherish..Kasi yung mga man na nagustuhan ko dati, napunta na sa iba. And it lead me to think na life is so unfair. Nagulat nga ako na hanggang ngayon, I am standing up pa after all the pains that i'd gone. Siguro, may dahilan si God and these are the lessons and experiences.
At ngayon, na hindi ko pa alam ang future, ipinagdadasal ko na sana hindi na maulit yun. And "IF" talagang maging kami ng prince charming ko, I will be very very thankful to God and I promise to be a good human, loving girlfriend and good daughter.
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